Overwhelmed Painting

I am Ninolla, an Heartist, something between a zipped file and a domestic dragon. I'm a neuro-divergent brain, which means I'm multi-focus, and my brain does not rest, I'm constantly having new ideas like crazy popups, and sometimes I get so crazy that I cannot control and I get exhausted. it's like having the silent mode always off! I can only do like five things at the same time. Metahuman is a human capable of holding a few stories at the same time. Paint, draw, design, photograph, organize, sculpture, mother and wife. My legacy is to free humans from an oppressive society, with art. I want to live in a world where you can be whoever you want, be free of beautiful patterns, dress no gender, get naked, and unleash yourself for a new world, a world of peace, love, freedom, and spirituality.