"Reversed" Painting

I am an emerging artist based in the Netherlands, working primarily with watercolor on canvas. My practice is an ongoing exploration of what happens when we move from control towards trust — when we allow ourselves to be curious, to experiment, to take up space, and simply to be as we are.

I am drawn to awakening, becoming, movement and the courage to follow what feels alive rather than what is expected or familiar. I am interested in what happens when we stop trying to hold everything in place: when we listen to ourselves, allow things to unfold, and trust that we do not need to know exactly where the process will lead.

I explore these ideas through the female body — beautifully imperfect, vulnerable, sensual, changing and alive. The figures in my work are not posed to be ideal; they move, stretch, retreat, open, reach and take up space.

The same openness shapes my process. I allow watercolor to move, drip, spread and behave unpredictably, often letting the paint lead me somewhere I did not plan. This makes the process both exciting and absorbing — each work becomes a discovery, with moments of chance and unexpected beauty that I could not have planned.

For me, the subject, the process and my own experience are inseparable: all three are ways of exploring what it means to let go, stay present, and allow something unexpected to emerge.